MEMOIR OF TEAR

There was a creative writting compettition in my college inthe year 2004 ... we had to write a poem or an essay or anything on the given topics .. i chose to write a poem and got a prize for it .... it went like this : -

MEMOIR OF TEAR

Words are spoken with a fragile thought,
of all the things that were said and then forgot.
All the things that i seem to lack,
are thrown back to me if i scream back.
They are not the words, that destroy my wall,
its the actions that make me fall,
revealing me when i need to hide.
i know the time has gone, i dont know why?
i know i cry, just wonder why?!

They say i have a big heart & an evergreen smile,
but someone take a look at my swollen heart.
its broken,beaten & crucified to the wall
waiting for another blow to fall.
its then the heart begins to bleed,
& a tear rolls down the cheek.
i know the time has gone, i dont know why?
i know i cry, just wonder why?!

i need someone to hold my hand,
take me across to my land.
i know i am still a child,
i scream & i do go wild.
this pain i get is tearing me apart,
someone please wipe the tears off my heart.
i know the time has gone, i dont know why?!
i know i cry, just wonder why?!

i wish i were a tear in my beloved's sigh,
begin with a sparkle in her eye,
trickle down her cheeks,
and die out on her lips .
i know the time has gone, i dont know why?
i know i cry, i wish i could......